Need help....

Gosh.....
Still wasting my time.....
on everything....
Still can't success...
neither......
carrier or others.....
Jz so confused
right now....
Gonna face the gate
of the HELL.....
But
if i am awake now.....
Maybe....I may
return bac
to the fence of
the HEAVEN....
mz put words into action!!~!

I am still
dreaming...
wondering...
which road should
i take...
which path should
i choose.....
Which decision
should I
make.....
Or How i gonna make this????

Dun simply Giv up...
As what they said
Jz so simple to say....
But put it
in real action.....
Maybe I
wont able to fulfill that too...
But....
Stil
choice must be
made....
be chosen....
Can anybody
jz put the alarm clock
beside my ear??!~?

( SR )